i seriously think im suffering from PMS.

but it's honestly the worst time to irritate me.

dammit.

my mom just stopped me from watching television.
says what tv disturbs your mind..

dammit.
if i dont watch tv. then what do i do.

im already dying from stress lar.
can you at least let me get my mind off stuff by watching tv.

asking me to sleep wont work.
cos i'll just worry myself to DEATH.

argh.
and it's like AFTER EOIS
and im stressed.
what is this man.


















i seriously need a break.













you seem to be keeping a distance from me
after what i told you that day.

tell me it's just me.
















i know you dont give a damn about what i think do or say isnt it.
even if i meet you somewhere.
you acknowledge me for the sake of acknowledging me.
i dunnoe how to put it
but our relationship has become one that is
you are my * and im your * and that's that.
it cant go any deeper.
and the feelings are so scarred that they've become numb.














and so many things have happened to me today that i'm in a constant daze.











ha.
i think i cant show my true emotions in school.
im stressed but i just dont feel it in school.
and when i get back home, reality hits me.
ha.











im trying to blog till im tired.

i cant worry myself to sleep.















well. here comes the bathroom girl again.